If you are feeling like suicide is your only option I urge you to call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline to speak with a trained counselor who can help you get through this rough time. Their number is 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
If you are having issues with domestic violence or other issues you can also contact a Health Outreach profile in your area that may be able to give you the support you need. Please visit http://www.manhuntcares.com/gettested/directory/
These organizations specialize in answering your sex/health related questions.
On behalf of everyone here at MANHUNT I just want to let you know that we care about you and want you to be safe and treat yourself with respect. We don't want you to harm yourself. Please let me know if you have any questions.