If you are feeling like suicide is your only option I urge you to call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline to speak with a trained counselor who can help you get through this rough time. Their number is 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
On behalf of everyone here at MANHUNT I just want to let you know that we care about you and want you to be safe and treat yourself with respect. We don't want you to harm yourself. Please let me know if you have any questions.